We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.


I remember the nights as a teen
I remember the times when I just had to scream
Unleashing the fury inside me at night
I felt all alone no voice in the night
I tried to be heard like a voice in a mic (can you hear me?)
Trying to speak but the words won't recite
Gasping for air but my burdens were heavy
While holding me down I tried to be steady
I fought and I fought but the baggage was heavy
I walked on the water but slowly I sank
I looked at the storm and started to blink
I took my eyes off the Saviour oh what was I thinking?
I ran to the smoking and doping and drinking
Cheating and feening for girls every season
I felt insecure my feelings were bleeding
I knew it was God all along I was needing

I was slain by the glance of a girl
I was chained by the pants on the hips of a girl
Her body was shaking and breaking my soul
Taking my morals and stealing my soul
My eyes were addicted to sex in a show
My eyes were conflicted while losing control
Staying up late thinking nobody knows
My pleasure was measured by girls in a robe
I treasured the pleasure even though I was told
Porn is a demon it's eating your soul
I tried to resist it I tried to be bold
She kept on persisting it made me so cold
While killing my faith and breaking my road
I sat in a pew she haunted my mind
She beat me and bruised me and left me to die
I saw all the girls in the back of my mind


from Edifice, released January 2, 2019
Lyrics/Vocals: Alex Smerchynski
Guitars: Brandon Blume
Music Composed, Produced, and Mixed by: Brandon Blume


all rights reserved



Brandon Blume Portage La Prairie, Manitoba

I just love music and write whatever comes naturally to me. I enjoy every process from the fooling-around-on-a-guitar stage, to recording, to arranging and mixing, and release! I love many genres and love blending them together even more. I've done video games, film, websites, but I'm most at home writing my own home studio projects. Mostly instrumental, but lyrical as well. ... more

contact / help

Contact Brandon Blume

Streaming and
Download help

Shipping and returns

Redeem code

Report this track or account